.Cincin.

Orang kata kalau BF/Tunang kite, jari kelingkingnye muat pakai cincin kite, so maksudnya die adalah JODOH kite, tapi.....

PEHAL MAMAT GEBU NI X MUAT LANGSUNG PAKAI CINCIN AKU???

Muat separuh je kot! Sedih gileww. shangat x romantik ye!!

• I am so grateful I got my dream ring! (eventho I have to whine to him, mmg gile babun nye aku kena whine, he said the 'batu' is wayyyy to big for my jari yg tulang temulang aje, plus the price is so ****, but in the end he still bought it after I rasuah him a PS3 and guitar hero for his hantaran, bear in mind harga sgt jauh beza, tapi at least la kan...=P, its a good deal for me btw...)
• I definitely heart this ring, macih sayang..waaaa, sejak dari tunang lagi i da termimpi2 cincin ini! And I got it!!!

Source from InStyle Wedding..=)

•  Xtau la aku ni mmg gile cincin ke ape, selalunye kalau tunang dpt cincin, masa nikah org bagi benda lain pulak kan, tapi aku bole terhegeh2 nak cincin gak..bajet diri ini adalah sotong di mana saya ade byk sesungut dan boleh dipakai di mana2 sesungut...=)
• For his cincin, I customize and design myself (of course si kaki cerewet itu terlibat jugak, but since I yg buat final draft, so I tukar je balik according to my SATISFACTION). So sayang if u read this,u buat2 x nampak je la ek part nih..=P
• So its been a  month since I submit final draft, lepas raya da bole amik, hopefully lawa, kalau tidak mati aku!
• The best part isssss.....bile aku customize his cincin, tgk harga bole dapat lagi murah bile buat couple ring, so apelagi..tanpa segan silu mengofferkan diri sendiri satu bentuk cincin lagi..(well, he did ask, technically...dia kata--> buat sepasang pon lawa gak, kite buat sepasang la)...kah3000...I TOLD U AKU TGH ANGAU PASAL CINCIN!
• So technically i`ll be having 2 bentuk cincin for nikah which i have no idea nak pakai bile.(giler tamak haloba)...huhu..despite of that he's been telling me--> u better wear that **** ring coz i've spent so much on it...ok,,ok fine...i'll definitely akan pakai!
• He's been a bit bengang bile last time HABIB ade promotion gile2 punye and i tersangkut kat satu cincin ni, and I ask him to bought it for me as an early birthday gift (for next year)...die pandang gua semacam weh, the look like --> WHAT THE HECK WITH THIS PEREMPUAN, I BOUGHT HER TWO RINGS ALREADY!! look..so still my point is bile masa lak la aku minat benda alah kecik tapi mahal ni!! dulu x pandang kot!! People changed rite....=)
• Oh btw i didnt bought his guitar hero yet! Sayang, wat about i bought it for ur bday instead?? hik3...(i'm not a liar, just postphoning it a little BIT...), well, i got u something else for ur hantaran k..u got the ps3 already kan...hak4...=D..The very the bz,i cant seem to syncronize our schedule, since I still need ur aproval to choose your GH,,it is only two more months and there r still a lot of other things yg need our attention more..=)..hope u will understand, my dear darlink. 
 

I LAP MY TWEETY BOY!!!

Dear God, i am so thankful for blessing me with my tweety.
Dear Tweety, i am so touched by ur LURRRVEEEE, u were there anywhere,anytime i need u...

• TQ for every meal u ever cooked for me
• TQ for every tears u ever shed for me..i am so touch every time u mengalirkan ur airmata jantan for me...(hik3),ESPECIALLY during the proposal!! =)
• TQ so much, as u just proved how much devoted u r to me..
• TQ so much for sacrificing on ur time for me(perghh, yang ni mmg x bole blah, u are the best!! )
• TQ for giving me strength to move on..
• TQ for all the laugh dan cries we share together!!!
• TQ for every thing u ever spent on me =)
• TQ for seeing me in my worst moment n still able to say 'I lap u, x kisah la u camne pon, i still syg u sorg..=P'
• TQ for not getting mad at me for every bad thing i ever did (this applies to urself and u buddies...=P)
• TQ FOR BEING MY PERFECT TWEETY !!

-best spageti pizza i ever taste-

-gay gay (the son)-

4 more months!!! =P

Its been hectic lately,so many things to do, so many heart to take care of...but we'll survive it rite sayang..its been gloomy since the day we have to part tp sabau je la..x lama da pon till kite akan disatukan..i am soooo looking for it to be by ur side 24/7...=)

Beli utk Gaygay tp die yg main..hmmm

     So we had a fun weekend..(again...=P)...transformers, spend most of the time hovering around in his place..(semenjak ade apartment sindri ni suke lak port tempat die)...hik3...
     Went back to Nilai on Friday eve, had dinner with Trex, we had the most fabulous bubur in the world...(Amira Seafood), sape2 yg datang BBN, sila la berkunjung ke kedai ni dan try bubur berlauk die...perghh,mmg layan..even Jalan2 Cari Makan pun pernah sampai sini, mmg terbaekk..then on Sat morning, jumpa Grace(our baju nikah designer),,utk amik measurement... for me jek...him? die xnak measure dlu,nk tunggu pas raya, takut body mengembang /mengecut..kih3...totally lega sebab da dapat baju nikah plus baju sanding skali...!!! yeaaaaayyy..thx yayang, i lap u so much! then habis discussion around 12 kot,, port McD lak, usha brg hantaran,ade yg x cukup lagi..(hbags n his stuff)...usha tenet jap,,kah3..almaklum pemalas, so sume nk on9 jek..kredit n sampai,,senang kan..otw balik ke apartment die, nampak lak ade org jual durian,,ehemm,,,ade org ngidam lak, so singgah la jap..balik..move on to our next project,spagetti time,,it is suppose to be my turn cooking (last week he cook for me)..he helped me a lot of course (I SUCK AT COOKING!)...

tunang mithali...=P

i am so proud of my spagetti..wakakah..

Da halfway br teringat nk letak herbs die..huhuhu

Nite time is Transformers time..!! show start at 8.45, habis at 11 sumthing...totally 5 stars!!! i love it so much..x sabar nk tunggu dvd die kuar nnt...!! .=P..hopefully ade blueray gak...lg best!!!...Then aroound 12 kot, g supper bihun sup..(downtown)..balik kul 3/4 kot..trus terbongkang..huuuuuuu....so dats how we spend our saturday..sunday lak nnt la next entry kot..(da malas nk type...hik3)

Sweet Cempedak..from his dapur...

The sweetest thing he ever did was .....jeng jeng jenggg.....he goreng-ed me a cempedak goreng since i've been craving for one since last month (tapi x jumpe2 sebab bukan musim cempedak kot)...well, nobody can surprise me as much as he did..i lap u gebusss!!!
p/s--> Walaupon cempedak goreng tu lebey tepung dari cempedaknya, i still like it..(considering die x pernah menggoreng sebelum ni..) =P

Cempedak ni ade 2 ulas je kot memula,,hampehh

Terlebey tepung..=P

ehemmm, kunun cam terer..=P

x sure ape die nak buat sebenarnya.=D

THE RESULT...am so proud of u sayang.=)

Its been a month sayang...=)

For my super sweet, super sabar Trex,

Hey,its been a month sayang since the Big E Day...and I have nothing to say besides I LOVE U SO MUCH...=)..mmmuuuacchh..thank u for keeping up with me all these time, i know i gave u a big headache but u manage to hang on rite..keh3..thxxxxx,,really appreciate it..Altho we`re far apart but a lot has happened huh, once Perang Dingin until i surrender since SOMEBODY merajuk sampai demam2..(which is so sweet actually), lot of arguments regarding our tarikh nikah (hey,the lambat the better sayang, i dont mind waiting, ignore our parents k...=P), like u said, we better enjoy our singlehood while we can sebab after nikah we`ll be stuck together like a glue darl..so kalau ade org yg beria nak kawin cepat ke ape ke,dat is definitely NOT me..=)...and am I glad or wat to hear that u have the same thought..what`s the rush kan..=). Well yeah,, i`m sorry for a couple of things i have done to u in the past 1 month:

• Sorry I kept terrorizing ur space and privacy
• Sorry I have mulut laser (i can be cluesless sumtime, cakap x fikir habis)
• Sorry I asik ugut nak pulang cincin (which is ridiculous, i LOVEEEEE this cincin so much, still remember how I kept pleading u to buy this cincin instead of others?? Heck I xkan lepaskan this cincin for nothing...=P)
• and lastly sorry for being so emotional lately...ehemm,,biasa ar perempuan...=P

Thank you for all the sweetest thing u have done since we met:

• Thx you for not failing (not even once) to text me every nite and morning. U just proved to me, i am in ur mind before u go to sleep and after u wake up. Sweet sayang, I love it so much..=)
• Thx for rushing all the to Subang, everytime i need u, regardless of the time....I reallllllly aprreciate it so much...he3
• Thx for remembering our important dates
• Thx for wearing pink colour (altho u try to wear it as seldom as u can..well, i cant be satisfy enuf)
• Thx for making me chubby and penuh dgn lemak..kah3..i love it sayang, i loveeeee makan2 bersama kamu..=P
• Thx for all the love notes and kisses
• Thx for all the little teddy ( i dah xde tempat nak letak syg,jgn beli lagi )
• Thx for letting me spending ur money (OMG, i love it soooooo much..muacccchhhh)
• Thx for being by my side no matter what..(it feels good to have sumbody to lean on)
• Thx for being my bapuk aww aww (i love it everytime u do a catwalk for me...he3)
• and finally, thx so much for being my Sayang, u the greatest of all,...=D

My Aww Aww..=P





He loves me more than I do..(terharunyeee..huhhuu)

On the 10th day selepas ditunangkan, we had a very BIG fight..reason: ade la,hanya kami yg tahu...keh3(baik xyah ckp kan..)..we didnt talk for 4 days(the longest time we ever mogok) and i almost ingin memutuskan pertunangan kitaorg..tp sayang nk lepas my gojess cincin,,he3 (kerek je lebih)...so nk jadi crite on the 5th day, i msg him --> We need to talk. and he replied, Ok syg, sorry 2 3 hari ni xde mood, demam... perghhh,hati yg sekeras2 batu tadi trus cair bile dgr si die demam (kesiannye..huhuhu)..he didnt need to tell me how much he loves me and how important i am to him (xperlu la nak jiwang2 ke ape ke)..him body just showed it to me..he demam..=(...sebenarnye da lama kot benda ni,lately baru prasan, setiap kali perang ke mogok ke, mesti die yg sakit,,walhal aku, maintain beb.(siap bole kluar shopping lagik, jahat kan?)..back to the main point, ptg tu i called him, asking for his condition..ehem,ckp garang lagi time ni (ego...),
Me: Knape bole demam?
Him: Bcoz of u, u yg buat I...."
Me: U yg ego..
Him: U
Me: Keras kepala..
Him: U la..
(He sound so sad, i feel like i want to peluk him and tell him everything will be ok,huhuhu)
Bla bla bla.....still arguing who are the ego-est of all,then we hung up
---next few hours, I text him---
Me: I rindu tunang i yg ego dan keras kepala tu
Him: Igt i x rindu tunang i yg lagi super super ego dan super duper keras kepala tu?
(cehhh, do we have to go through this kind of argument everytime??)
---next few hours, he called me---

I cant remember the details, time ni baru la dpt bercakap heart to heart, cuma igt beberapa point yg buat saye sgtttt terharu..he was apologizing for his behaviour (sebenarnye bukan salah dia kot, i`m at fault too), then he said sumthing about how he was waiting for my text/call, and how it broke his heart when i never text/call, he was in tears till tertido..bile tersedar he check for his phone and kecewa xde any text or call from me..he said dlm tdo he dreamed of me,alone in the dark ntah kat mana2 ntah, crying..(which is amazing, I do cry for him in the dark in the middle of the nite,,Ya Allah, terpaku aku sekejap, betapa besarnya kasih dan syg die utk aku, die demam utk aku, menangis utk aku,,he can even feel wat i feel..masyaAllah, tak mungkin aku nak lepas lelaki ni..=) . I LOVE IT SO MUCH WHEN U CRY FOR ME SAYANG..=D...thank you sayang, terima kasih sgt1000x....bile die ckp camtu i just realized what an idiot i am, bole lak terpikir nak putus tunang..bodo la QILA kalo terlepas mamat ni..

Then lepas tu baru die cerita kenapa die keraskan hati xnak start msg dlu..ehem,,die kata bukan sebab ego ek,cuma nak test kekerasan hati dan tahap ke-egoan saye..(yer la tuhh), then he start mumbling about how he regret having this fight...to be continue in next post, keje byk daaaa.....=)

Yeayyy, I`m a fiance....=)

Its almost3 days since the engagement, pergghhh wat a day and i love every second of it. =) =) =)..hugsssss and kissessss to those who made it happened....mum,dad,Qid...friends and family (u know who u are)...i LOVE u all, thxx for sharing the big moment wit me. Dengan dua cincin dan seutas rantai, saya telah dirisik, dipinang dan ditunangkan kepada MOHD FIRDAUS RADZI..yeayyyyy..I`m so happy.I had nothing to write here, so i guess i`ll let the pix do the talking...=) . On second thought let me cerite bout wat actually happen after the engagement.. So basically, after we`re officially engaged, Trex is both my bf and my fiance..ditto for him..so wat we do is, we both get carried away (in short jakun ..=P ) with the status..so he kept calling me Hi Tunang...and i replied sayang u so much Tunang...and dat short of thingies...which is short of jakun..hak3..wat to do..first time getting engage.(and i hope it will be the only one)..jakun but true,,and it still berlarutan till now..ha3..but I dont care..i`m happy and i have all i need by my side..my gebu, family and friendsss...there`s nothing else i can ask for...=)

p/s: On 3rd thought (ha3, theres no such thing, i made it up,sorry)...just browse my fb for the pix..wayyyy to busy to upload anything at the moment...

When he says the magic words...ha3

Well its official now, i`m getting engage on 21st Nov 2010..I know its really around the corner..hak3..the very last minute keputusan (thxxx all the way to Trex mum, she`s the one too eager to have this engagement secepat mungkin)..=P..First time dgr Trex kata his mum suruh bertunang next month,mula2 mcm x nak kot..the very last minute weh,,(al maklum la, dlm kepala da fikir mcm2 nak buat tuk majlis pertunangagn..he3)...but then why not kan,..tp disebabkan ade lah "sumbody who`s going away for a moment"...and with his absence majlis pertunangan ni x kan berjalan,so terpaksa la..its now or never huh...hmmm..so cakap kat Trex.."Okeh,sett..bantai suda..kite buat sehabis baik,,eventho last minutes..yeayyyy!!!!..we`re getting engage in 3 more weeks....=P =P...

So last Sat, we`re looking for my cincin merisik and cincin tunang when he says the word that every girl wanted to hear --> "Just pick any ring u want, I dont mind the price..as long as u`re happy"..double yeayyyy!!!!..hehehee..so macam org gile la tarik die ke hulur ke hilir carik cincin..and finally selepas seharian mencari "D Ring" around 7.30pm kot...i`ve finally found the ring......and my god, he looks super lega kot (finally,jumpe pon cincin idaman,tak sia2 kaki penat berjalan)..=D so 3 three ring and 1 pendant all white gold (kureng skit ar nak pakai yellow gold or rose gold, eventho his mum prefer yellow gold..sorry future mummy mertua.I really cant see myself in yellow gold)..hu3...2 ring for me (cincin risik and cincin tunang), 1 cincin tunang for him and 1 pendant for me (he says its a token of love from him to me)..thxxxx cayang...i lapppp u so much..muuuacchhh..so basically its a happy weekend for me..on Suns, carik baju pulak..i tot nak carik baju kurung, nampak sopan skit kan..suddenly my mum have another idea, since xnak menghampakan hati die..so go along jer la..so pergi la kitaorg berdua merayau mencari  "D Dress" plak..kah3..mum & daughter time.carik2 then suddenly kat satu butik ni,terjumpa satu xtau nak panggil ape,,jubah + dress kot..super lawa, super sweet..pergghh,,trus cuba,muat la pulak..x pandang lain da..yeayyyy,i`ve found my baju tunang..so threre`s still a lot to do..hantaran + the foods,bla bla...i`m only excited in the ring + dress actually, the rest will leave it all to mum and t-rex....he3.... duhhh, aku nak tunang lg 3 minggu, ape nak buat masa tunang pon aku x tauu...=P

OMG!! OMG!!

On 17/10/2010 at exactly 9.30pm (lebey kurang la kot)...location Kopitiam, he PROPOSE !!! OMG!! yeayyy!!! I said YES and he CRIED... the sweetest thing ever..and that moment i know i`ll LOVE HIM FOREVER...... sebelum tu on 16/10/2010, during breakfast (we had b`fast together with the parents),he told my parents, so approval from parents = check, his parents = check.... when he told about his "lovely" plans, i was shocked to death, speechless wehh..balik je rumah mmg dgn x puas hati nye attack die balik.. WHY DIDNT HE ASK ME FIRST, WHY DIDNT HE PROPOSE ME FIRST before he meets my parents. Mcm org kena rasuk jugak la marah2 kat dia (kesian..hu3)..then hari ahad die ajak keluar at exactly where we had our first date, kat meja yg sama lagi..he hold both my had and ask me to marry him..i said YES and he CRIED (sorry, tau da crite tadi cuma I AM SUPER EXCITED )..he3...I LOVE HIM, NOW AND FOREVER...syukur alhamdullillah..i am so bahagia at the moment...=) I AM SOOO IN LOVE IN MOHD FIRDAUS RADZI...

My Gebu

.Saya sayang mamat giler pisang ni.=P

Moneyyy Moneyy

Before I have my dad as my ATM , but now i have another one..Mr Trex (tadaaaa...=P)...i lap ur money sayang ( but i lap u more of coz)...keh3...merapu jek,,ujan kt luar..nk balik ke? malas kot...tunggu reda skit...=)

Bday treat...

Its been a week since bday, but baru berkesempatan nak update blog.So in short i got a new phone (again,since phone yg baru 4 months old tu TERRRMASUK washing machine)..of course, sape lagi nak bg kan..thx to my sayang --> i lap u so much mucuk....=P =P. Ths jugak kepada sahabat andai yg cube untuk meraikan eventho i tends to dissapear here and there..nanti ar weh, kite celebrate k..keh4...

p/s --> makcik anfaal,makcik dyla,makcik aza, nar,nuar,teddy...i missssss u sooooo muchhh..huhuhuh..bile la nak lepak kan agaknyeee.huuuuuuuuuuu
    

Nak tau tak?

Kamu, nak tahu kenapa saya selalu cemerkap bile bersama kamu? Sume benda yg dipegang nak jatuh,,asik nak tersemban sana sini....jalan pun x betol....Sebab hati,jantung, satu badan saya selalu berdebar-debar setiap kali kamu di sisi...saya x pernah beritahu kamu..tp dats the fact...=)

::Missing him...::

.I MISS HIM.

::Hanya tuk Kaki Makan saye..=P::

di setiap nafas ku.. yang ada hanya kamu..

dan di tiap penjuru.. di situlah wajah mu..

jadi penyeri kalbu.. penyembuh luka ku dulu..

aku.. rindu kepada mu..

bukan hanya ungkapan.. atau madah hiasan..

diserah keikhlasan.. kejujuran..

sudilah kau terima.. diri ku seadaanya..

moga.. kita 'kan bahagia..

segunung emas dan permata..

pasti tiada berharga..

andai.. kita tidak bersama..

meski sedetik bersama mu..

ternyata berharganya bagi ku..

jadi kenangan seumur hidup ku...

 pasti ku genggam erat..

dengan seluruh kudrat..

cinta mu 'kan terpahat..

ku jadikan azimat...

takkan ku lepaskan lagi..

cinta mu yang nyata suci..

moga ia 'kan abadi..

di bawa ke sana nanti..

di setiap helaan.. nafas yang ku hembuskan..

diserah keikhlasan.. ketulusan..

sudilah kau terima.. diri ku seadaanya..

moga.. kita 'kan bahagia..

---Zawazi; Di Setiap Nafasku---

::My kaki rasuah...=P::

Sayang, u are sooooooo good ni bribing..i love the way u get me sumthing everytime u did sumthing or too bz to entertain me(tho u said  dat is suppose to be ur pengganti, but it aint the same sayang,seriously)...=D Firdaus Radzi --> saya sayang awak.

::We'll never be apart::

Sayang, no matter dugaan dan godaan yg kite hadapi..we'll get thru it, TOGETHER....i love u so much..thx 4 being by my side and thx for ur kesabaran..i appreciate it so much...xoxo.

::New Year Resolutionsss::

To begin with, thx sayang,,for the phone..u r soooo sweet..and thx for the 'Istimewa' song too, dat is SUPER SWEET, seriously....saye amat2 terharu..huuuuuuuuuuuuu. Ehem azam saya untuk tahun ini adalah ...jeng jeng jeng....saya xnak gado2 ngan T-rex lagi,.saya xnak buat kamu risau dan saya xnak sakiti hati kamu lagi. Apart from dat, nak kumpul duit banyak2 dan nak shopping byk2..ahaksssss...=D.

::Bye..........::

Last day of the year..hold many sweet memories............=)..the best is --> T-rex...cant wait for the upcoming years together sayang....=)

::Sayang, u just showed me how much u love me::

 No one else will ;-

1. Asingkan every single mix veggie from my nasi goreng  everytime i dont feel like eating..=)
2. Come over at 1 in the morning just to send my supper ( not to mention the travel distance from Nilai to Subang)
3. Stay around near my house in the middle of the nite when i`m too scared there might be a burglar ( it is just my imagination btw..=P, sorry u awek is so damn penakut...=D..)
4. Wait for me to finish my tomyam soup...(damn sayang,u waited for nearly an hour and in the end,,i didnt finish it pon..=P)
5. Abandon ur best friend just to hang out with me....nasibla kamu dpt awek yg kaki rebut..=P
6. Give me a love pendant out of nothing..and i love it soo much sayang..thxxxx...=P
7. Wake up at 6 am to kejutkan me eventho kamu baru masuk tdo at 4....huuhuhuhuhhu
8. Do everything u can to kurangkan my fever when i catch one.....thx sayang..i`m so grateful for that.
9. Say nothing eventho my kereta and bilik dah macam hutan belantara( i`m to bz k..thx for being so understanding btw..)
10. Best of all, thx for being my sayang and staying by my side during my ups and downs..i love u so much sayang..soooo damn much..=D