.Last date...=D

Oh yeah, we spend our last date on 29 Oct..(huhuhu, sedey kot..lepas ni xde dating as fiance/fiancee da)..the word itself pon x gune da...had a quick lunch, pastu since ade org baru dapat lesen mancing balik trus nk shopping fishing gears yg baru..kah3..(gilers lawak ar mamat nih, i did tell u i ade hijack his fishing gear kan? bukan ape, mamat ni mancing x hengat dunie, next time jumpe for sure badan belang2, tu yg kena simpan batang mancing die tuh..)...oh yeah, he did bought a few boxer jugak, katenye nk challenge total number of my undies..(well, he seems  terkezut tgk total numbers of my undies bile tolong i pack brg hari tu..=D). Sorry sayang, u xkan bole challenge i bab tu....=D =D...so bye2 Mr Tunang, Hello Mr Husband..!!! I am sooo looking forward for our future together!!.=D

Its been a week...

Da seminggu kot balik dr Umrah, syukur alhamdulillah sumenye ok,selamat pergi dan balik..Syukur jugak sume yg ditinggalkan ok,segar bugar sihat walafiat lagik..2 minggu di sana terasa besarnya Kekuasaan Allah SWT....kerdilnye rasa diri..insaf2...hu3..setiap hari di sana mendoakan semoga diri,keluarga dan sanak saudara yg ditinggalkan di malaysia sentiasa dilindungiNya..juga mendoakan sekiranya btol Mohd Firdaus Radzi jodohku, pelindungku...tunjukkanlah keihklasannya..Btol la org kata,berdoa di Tanah Suci insyaAllah akan dimakbulkan doanye..x sampai seminggu balik ke M`sia, aku batuk2, dr Madinah lg da batuk sebenarnye (super teruk sampai xde suara)...T-rex la yg berjaga malam semata2 nak bagi ubat batuk,,mcm2 jugak dibelikan..makan xpernah ade yg berminyak,air tak pernah diletak ais..Segalanye dijaga,kalau x didepan mata, di msgnye mengingatkan supaya makan ubat...walau penat,walau kena kerja seharian. die tetap setia menjaga..Subhanallah, Tuhan je yg tahu..Bile fikir balik,xpayah kot tunggu balik dr Mekah nk tau semua tu..da lama kot nampak keikhlasan die..Ape nak sume diberi..sume dibeli...suara x pernah ditinggi..walau teruk mana pon bergaduh,x sekali pon die luka kan hati.(ade sebenarnye tp sindri yg emo lebey,die x watpe pon..keh3), kawan baiknye di tinggalkan demi menjaga hati,..pagi ptg siang malam dijaganya, setiap jam di msg walau se-bz mana...tp yang penting,mcm mana syg sekali pon,camne kasih dan rindu pun..jodoh tetap di tangan Allah swt. =)

::Super bz and I miss my Heartbeat::

Its 10 pm and i`m still at the opis, doing work like a real lunatic... and i`ve been here like wat, since 8/9-ish....hell yeah, hidupku super pathetic at the moment...huuuuuuuuuuu.. and tanpa kehadiran kamu by my side make my life worse bucuk....too many things to share..but too penat too type..so later...daa~

::Reflectionsssss::

I just realized i do say things randomly.out of control.like on sunday,and yesterday.sorry sha,didnt meant to get mad at u,i`m just too bz at the moment and i really need 'me time' also.sorry.Lupekan wat i wrote for yesterday blog..abaikan sudaaaa..=)